29 Sept 2006: You wouldn't know...but he's actually kinna beautiful

Long before my so-called boytard...I used to have battles. Poetic battles with a certain Somebody - I call him Somebody coz this mothuhfucka is. Our battles really are ancient - coz it's always his poetic soul pushing up against mine and it always has been. There are lines that are hard and lines that are blurry - but we still spar in a literary manner. He just posted this tonight...coz our lives are mirrored again...

28 Sep 06 Thursday piece of mind maybe this is a fucked up way to look at it but when you came into this holding back that little piece not willing to give 100% of yourself you are the one who is lost baby i made my mistakes i crossed boundaries broke some ... deals but i gave you 100% of me you had all i could give and i was 100% hurt by you i think you had that little piece of yourself tucked away so long that you forgot about it now you look for it in someone else trying to find what is not even there keep searching hunny keep trying to find what you thought you lost i ain't even mad at you anymore sorry im so so sorry but i feel sorry for you my retort:

	Saucy	and so... we echo in parallel... betwixt the moments we ache and suffer and wonder it's endless isn't it...the quest that always seems to come full circle... well i say it's time to flip a bitch and leave this bullshit... ---
and this is the most touching thing he's ever written me...I got spooked and things changed: no one ever pushed back verbally when I shoved them poetically... I've always kept it in deep places... --- Bay Area Haiku (well a kinna sorta Haiku) yes, I know your name IT echoes in the corners of my mind i recall it in daydreams --- Thank you Mr. Somebody...for that optimistic conviction in your voice...you restore my faith in men and people...you have always delivered on every promise and every word...you still understand loyalty and palabra de honor. When you told me you have love for me you have done nothing but deliver even overcoming your own ego and hot pride...you stopped me from doing regrettable things and encouraged me to go further. You were a better man then and you are the better man now... You were my friend then. You are my friend now. You deserve these admissions... e.